I should have known better. Gary asked me last night if I wanted to watch Serenity with him (the film, not the series which he's already seen.) He'd found it remaindered for $5. I agreed.
Not ten minutes into it, I got up and left the room. The gratuitous violence, which I guess the majority of film watchers feed on, was making me ill. Sometimes I really think there must be something to this otherkin idea, because I sure don't seem to belong to the same race as most people.
Oddly enough, in real life, Gary doesn't deal well with violent emotions. In fact, he doesn't react well to raised voices. He's also an arachnophobe, and won't watch video or films with giant spiders or spiderlike creatures because it gives him nightmares. Yet he can sit through two hours of people hacking, stabbing, shooting, and otherwise destroying each other without blinking. Had I watched the whole thing, I would have had bad dreams. In fact, I think I had some dreams about it anyway, in spite of choosing to read something soothing before going to sleep.
Not ten minutes into it, I got up and left the room. The gratuitous violence, which I guess the majority of film watchers feed on, was making me ill. Sometimes I really think there must be something to this otherkin idea, because I sure don't seem to belong to the same race as most people.
Oddly enough, in real life, Gary doesn't deal well with violent emotions. In fact, he doesn't react well to raised voices. He's also an arachnophobe, and won't watch video or films with giant spiders or spiderlike creatures because it gives him nightmares. Yet he can sit through two hours of people hacking, stabbing, shooting, and otherwise destroying each other without blinking. Had I watched the whole thing, I would have had bad dreams. In fact, I think I had some dreams about it anyway, in spite of choosing to read something soothing before going to sleep.
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Date: 2009-05-01 06:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 06:17 pm (UTC)I don't understand how others can watch that and not react to it, either.
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Date: 2009-05-01 06:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 06:24 pm (UTC)The point about oppressive and controlling, manipulative regimes was already made for my by the schoolroom scene at the beginning. I didn't need the casual devaluation of life that was displayed by both sides in the next ten minutes of the film.
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Date: 2009-05-01 06:25 pm (UTC)Most people seem to get an almost sexual response out of watching that crap, though. It's darned scary to me to think how this stuff feeds into the actual violent behavior in human cultures, no matter how much they deny that it does.
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Date: 2009-05-01 06:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 06:36 pm (UTC)But yeah, it's rather scary, and "sexual response" is exactly the right word. There is a reason why a certain kind of movie is called "torture porn", I think. :|
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Date: 2009-05-01 06:59 pm (UTC)Oddly, I have no problem with playing violent video games, like Postal 2. Maybe it's because the people in these games don't look like real humans.
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Date: 2009-05-01 07:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 07:55 pm (UTC)However, I respect your standards, and resolve to not watch it.
$0.02
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Date: 2009-05-01 07:58 pm (UTC)No Bond? No problem.
Date: 2009-05-01 08:33 pm (UTC)Also, I hate James Bond Films. Shallow, self-centered psedo masculinism wrapped in a character that seems to get grimmer but also younger every other film, while series mainstays become tired gimmicks- much like the newest "spy tech" device, like exploding condoms or a shoe with a switchblade in it.
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Date: 2009-05-01 08:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 08:36 pm (UTC)Re: No Bond? No problem.
Date: 2009-05-01 08:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 08:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 08:43 pm (UTC)Pavlov should have been in marketing.
Date: 2009-05-01 08:43 pm (UTC)Re: No Bond? No problem.
Date: 2009-05-01 08:45 pm (UTC)Admittance
Date: 2009-05-01 08:51 pm (UTC)Re: No Bond? No problem.
Date: 2009-05-01 08:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 08:52 pm (UTC)Re: Pavlov should have been in marketing.
Date: 2009-05-01 08:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-05-01 08:57 pm (UTC)Re: No Bond? No problem.
Date: 2009-05-01 08:59 pm (UTC)